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The Participation Award Effect by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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The Participation Award Effect

On Saturday, 8 December 2012, my friend sent me a text message commenting on something that has bothered me for a while. She basically said that what we define as "art" has descended from Monet and Picasso to guys posting pictures of their erect penises and "12-year-old lesbians making out." My friend asked me, "What the hell is happening to society?" To this I formulated a response. The Participation Award Effect, as I call it, is responsible for this descent. It is simple, really. People receive awards for not succeeding, which often translates to success can be made from putting in minimal effort. Take the participation award th

Earthquake by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

No Te Necesito +I Can Walk+ by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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No Te Necesito +I Can Walk+

It's been fun, But I don't need you anymore. You've enlightened me, You've treated me ever so sweetly. You've shown me my first temptation, You've given me my final temptation. You've risen me from the ashes And taught me how to survive on my own. You've let me experience cloud nine, I've let you experience what it's like to be mine. You've held me up when I needed a hand, You've taught me to walk after falling down hard. I've broken far too many bones in my life, Support is hard to get since you're the heart of strife. I need to learn how to get up and walk on my own Instead of constantly relying on you, my parent known. I c

Hope for the Best by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

...And I'm Alex, With the News by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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...And I'm Alex, With the News

Hi, I'm Alex, and I will be presenting the news to you. First story: Vegetable grower grows vegetables Hi, let's just call this person Missy, but truth be told, I don't give a f**k about her. Now, Missy, tell me about your garden... "I GREW VEGGIES!" Thanks. Second story: 109-Year Old Woman Dies of Old Age Yes, I am here at a funeral for some oldie who died of old age. Here are the mourners: "I'm sad Gramma had to die so early" "It's a tragedy she's gone" "She owes me $32" And that's my story for this old woman. Third story: Exploitation Now, reader, let's make the paradigm shift from fiction to non-fiction. Those stories ma

It Gets Better by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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It Gets Better

Hell seems to rain through, Hell seems to erupt underneath us. Fall to the devil's call And there's no turning around, But there's no need to give up. Deepest sorrows seem to come easy (More likely to get rain than sunshine And more likely to get hail than rain. And snow is much harder to come by, But it is worth waiting for). Life gets better, It gets good, Never dread, Life gets better. A fight with the family = A couple of stings An argument with your bff = A small incision A bad break-up = A cut across the jugular; No more of this stupid shit, You can break your depression's face. Just hold on, 'Cause life gets better.

Together Again by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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The Participation Award Effect by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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The Participation Award Effect

Earthquake by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

No Te Necesito +I Can Walk+ by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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No Te Necesito +I Can Walk+

Hope for the Best by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

...And I'm Alex, With the News by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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...And I'm Alex, With the News

It Gets Better by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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It Gets Better

Together Again by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Frozen by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Frozen

Don't we wish to be free From the frozen wasteland? Don't we wish to be able to be screaming And be silenced by a blizzard? Don't we wish to be in a quiet place And be buried, deep within the tranquil snow. And deep within the snow Can you break your way free? Will you be in a happy place; A happy state of mind distracting you from the wasteland? Or is your mind to focused on the chilling blizzard, Violently blowing snow at you, locking your lips, preventing you from screaming? But, why would you be screaming? You're buried in the snow, Away from the blusterous winds. But, how would you scream when you're frozen, not free? You

A Walk in the Rain by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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A Walk in the Rain

Take a nice, evening walk In the beautiful, cleansing rain. Do you want to walk in the land of the serene And stare at life's malice being washed away On top of the soothing, aromatic flowers And listen to the birds singing about life? Think of something cheery and smile at life, And take a walk To smile and laugh as you calmly stare at the vivacious flowers That are being fed by the nourishing rain. Even though the sun is away, Can you view the nature as captivating and serene? All it takes is something serene To remind us about the gifts of life That seemingly never go away When you take a walk Along the sidewalk in the wond

Memento Vivere by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Memento Vivere

A reminder of living. A reminder that we depend on each other for warmth and peace. We remind each other of how all problems are fixed and at a rest. We keep in mind how we all suffer, but we keep always keep in mind our friends. A deep reminder of how life requires patience and love; A silent reminder of all the colors life gives to us as a present. Life itself is a present; The greastest gift of life is living. The only dark thing we all know is there's no point in living if there's no love. Love gives us bliss and peace, And life gives us the gift of finding friends. And once we find harmony, we will also find serenity and rest.

Memento Mori by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Memento Mori

Remember we die, Such a thing we don't wish. And on November 2nd we see our past And perhaps our future, but it lies in the graves Of our ancestors and we shall see This is actual reality and not a pathetic little bad dream. When we dream Will we live, love, or die? Its these things we will never know unless we see And we won't see unless we think or wish. Will we dream of a flowery field or a cemetery to see our graves Or will we only suffer the history of our past? When our lives have gone and become one with the past Will we see it as truth of reality or a lie of a dream? Remember that once our time has come, our fate will be

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The Beast Inside the Freak by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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The Beast Inside the Freak

I wish I knew the real me Because you had screwed me up, And now I'll never know the true Freak. I wish I had known how the Beast came to be. I wish I had seen the lies you've presented to me. I wish I had felt the guilt I should have when I was as cruel as you told me to be. You may have created me, But with the Beast you've made, It's hard to see you as a parental figure. Now, thanks to you, I have to fight this thing off; And it sure won't fall to any daggers and light magic; It'll take some time and effort to raze this thing's existence. You may have shown me only evil, cruelty and malice, You may have created this Beast with

First Impressions by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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First Impressions

I thought you were the one who would stick by my side, I thought you were the one who would tie the broken strings of my mind together... I thought that you said Love and Desire were evil and nonexistent... I know...Desire whispers in my ear to cut your tongue out, And Love is instructing how much damage I should inflict upon you. These demons provide convincing arguments; You sawed my heart into pieces and left them to rot in the summer sun. Every little memory of Hope has been utterly destroyed; She doesn't feel like coming out to play, because she knows there's no chance of fun with you around. Hope even called up Faith and forewa

Devil's Snare by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Devil's Snare

Your enticing words had me from the start, I should've known something was corrupt When I detected you lied and said you'd be mine forever. How could I have known Your words would have sliced my heart in half; I should have detected The scars you've inflicted can't ever be healed. I got caught your snare, And there's nothing that'll release me free; Your torrid words had me wrapped around your finger, And my mind is completely rapt in you. My heart and soul have been burned out to try to appease you, They've tried to exert themselves all for you. But now they're completely withered in their own ashes And you've blown them away

Haunted by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Haunted

Every night, I am haunted by something malicious; Nobody can figure it out, It won't go away... Every night, I wake up screaming in sweat; Every night, I feel like jumping out the apartment window; Every night, I feel like slamming myself against the wall Because some sadistic being is haunting me... Every morning, I wake up in fear Because the demon might come after me; Every morning, I walk around with my friend Paranoia, And she tells me someone is coming to kill me. What is haunting me? I don't think I'll ever know, But here's my story: I was induced by Cupid to fall in love with a friend; But now I wish our romance was 10

Drown by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Drown

I'm just that lonely little boy in the corner, Drowning in his tears and his memories, Who feels like he's nothing but a mere shadow of something out there. I'm just that lonely little boy wearing all black, Feeling comfortable in his little spot. I'm just that little shadow in the corner, Crying about the things you've told me, Crying about the promises you've made me. I'm just that little emo fag drowning in his pain Because nobody can comprehend the evils I've experienced. I'm just that worthless little shadow That feels the chills of tears running down his body, All day, all night; Every second of every minute of every hour o

Glimmer by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

Wishing You Well by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Wishing You Well

Hello love, I'm just wishing you well. Hope all is good living in hell; It's not easy being as good as you And having residence in Compton. Just wishing you well, Hopefully your bell won't toll there, But then again... I'd be OK knowing you were gone... My love would be reanimated... My heart wouldn't be constricted in Hate's chains... My mind would be relieved... My soul wouldn't be earthbound... I would be alive... Nevermind... Looks like I'm not wishing you well...

Parasite by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Parasite

Release me, I'm not your host. Let go, I'm not your bitch. Forget me, you're not worth me. Help you? No thanks. Yet I have to let you leech off of me, You've crushed every hope I had, You've drained all of my altruism, You've fed off of my fear. You're sorry? You wish to repay for your leeching? But you have nothing, You are nothing. You can't amortize, No point if you're worthless. You can't apologize, You're not sorry. Leave me now, You're a hassle. Abandon us, You're a parasite. If you weren't here, It'd be easy to pick my poison. But with you, An ambivalence has been triggered, making everything hard. If you really

Wake-Up Slap by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Wake-Up Slap

It's impressive that you can put some sparkly make-up on the sad girl to make her look happy, But what would happen when she cries, and everything washes away from the flood? She will go back to her Loveless-Black and her Pain-Struck lipsticks and mascaras. No matter how much you try to disguise her, the facade will always wither away. Sure it's alright to create the guise that all will be fine, But be careful for the wake-up slap when it's coming along, Because nobody will be there to shield you from the pain, When the unicorns and happy meadows burn away, and Reality comes knocking on the dimension door. I'll bet it triggers some am

Best Friend by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Best Friend

My new best friend is fun; He's the rare type of person who I like. He's the person who listens to me without judgement, He's the person who gives me the spell to create the wind to raze my problems. He's the person who would dance with me in the rain, He's the person who would sleep next to me in the flooded fields. He's the person who would bring me sweet honeysuckle and aromatic roses if I was hurt, He's the person who would ignite them just to make me smile. He's the person who would give his shoulder for me to cry on, He's the person who would reassure me all would be fine after he kills my enemy. He's the person who would get

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Bad Bad Justin Bieber by Paint-n-Poem-Freak, literature

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Bad Bad Justin Bieber

Oh androgynous dude-chick How your voice makes me choke. When I walk around in black And I hear your voice, Vomit and bile soon cover me in red and yellow. I don't know your "Baby", And I'm pretty sure he had a great reason to dump you. I can't go to some department store without hearing your pitiful voice, Or you whining about your three ounce heart getting broken; Your sticking knives in my ears has done enough damage. It stumps me on how you entice 6-year-olds to love you, Not even your body or wealth can captivate me. But then again, you being a chick turns me off. And I'm pretty sure that if you were a dude, I still wouldn'

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Dec 20, 1994
United States
Deviant for 14 years
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Ever want to talk philosophy? Me neither! This page is only for superficial fools who enjoy talking about swag and YOLO!

Okay, that is probably the biggest lie I've ever told.

I love philosophy. I love chemistry. I love nature. I love pretending I'm smart. Pretending I'm smart has some of the best benefits and most destructive consequences. But whatever.

I live by "C'est la vie." Or at least I wish I did. Let's try this: I attempt to abide by Sartre's concept of good faith, but every now and then (okay, quite frequently...) I have bad faith, meaning I brood on things that life just throws on me. But, I am who I am, and as much as I hate saying, "F--- the haters", I'm going to have to say, "F--- you if you don't like me, and buy me some damn ice cream!"

Yes, I'm odd. I'm not normal. In any way. I probably belong in a straight jacket 95% of the time. Yes, I am writing in horrible, choppy statements that make me look like an ignoramus to poor Mother Grammar. Don't worry, people. I can speak and write correctly. I just choose not to, say, 92% of the time.

Did you know 81% of people make up statistics? 97% of those guys are bad at math, too. If you're one of the 4% who isn't, please help me with my calculus... <3

Bleh. My mind goes places. Not fun places either. Okay, it goes to candyland. It's the best place to go if you're not feeling well.

If you want to really know me, you're going to have to analyze what I say because I don't want to because I say too much because that's what my mommy does because she's crazy because she comes from a crazy family because her daddy comes from a crazy family because I seriously need to see a therapist...

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Favourite Movies

1408, Easy A, Alice in Wonderland (Newer)

Favourite TV Shows

Modern Family, Grimm, New Girl

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Lady Gaga, A7x, Amy Winehouse, Breaking Benjamin, Garbage, Flyleaf, MSI, Metallica, NIN

Favourite Books

And Then There Were None, Pride and Prejudice

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe, Emily Dickinson, Jane Austen, Ray Bradbury, Rachel Carson

Favourite Games

The Sims 3

Favourite Gaming Platform

Oooooooo...PS3...

Tools of the Trade

That thing with the stuff and other things... You know, that thing.

Other Interests

Chemistry, Poison, Death, the Macabre, Cookies + Trigonometry

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Paint-n-Poem-Freak

Jan 15, 2013

Hydrargyrism

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Sad to say, that is my Tumblr username. Yes, I joined the tumblr bandwagon. Follow meeeeeeeeeeee~ Hydrargyrism = Hydrargyria = Mercury poisoning XD (Comes from hydrargyrium = mercury = quicksilver. Aren't I just the little pedant ;D) Umm... I'm gonna be on Tumblr far more than dA. My sincerest apologies. I love the spirit of dA, but it's becoming Photobucket. Not to say that good art still exists up here, but the proportion of art to "art" is like 1:291. I'd rather be on a site where the intent is supposed to be random pics of random stuff and where I actually get that, than where the site is not being used to its full potential. I love lo

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Paint-n-Poem-Freak

Dec 19, 2012

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, SHUT UP!!!

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A rant here, but please read! Especially if you live in the states!! I am beyond fucking disgusted with the Westboro Baptist Church. This isn't an inherent spite because I'm gay and hate them for saying "God hates fags." I hate them because I am a rational person who wants to slit their throats and sew their lips shut. It's bad enough that they are legally able to get away with harassment and vindicate it by saying that they love fellow man and wish to inform fellow man about salvation and other absolute total bullshit. It's also bad enough that they harass gays and soldiers, going to funerals with their fucking pickets, protesting shit lik

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Paint-n-Poem-Freak

Dec 13, 2012

Nothing Says Happy Holidays Like Creepy Questions

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Happy Holidays! Please fill out this very creepy and quite sensual questionnaire! Would you : [ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [ ] Slap Me? [ ] Slap me if I asked you to? [ ] Let me do S&M on you? [ ] Kiss Me? [ ] Let Me Kiss You? [ ] Watch A Movie With Me? [ ] Take Me Out To Dinner? [ ] Take A Shower With Me? [ ] Take Me Home For The Night? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [ ] Take Me Anywhere With You [ ] Re-post This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [ ] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [ ] Let Me Make Y